I ovulated early.
My blood work this morning showed it.
My doctor called me this afternoon at 4:30 p.m. as we were rushing home to get ready to go to Miami to tell me the news.
"What? I don't understand. How is that possible?"
"Faulty Cetracide shot."
"So we're not coming to Miami?"
"No. Lauren, this rarely happens and when it does it is really hard. Bring in your Cetracide shot because we are going to file with the company."
"So I have to go through everything again? Shots? Blood work?"
"Yes." She continued talking but I didn't really hear what she was saying. Something about how everything was looking perfect and not sure how this happened.
"I gotta go."
Called Dana to cancel watching Ben.
Called Nicole to tell her the news. Cried on the phone with her.
When Travis came home our hearts were heavy.
We cried it out. Sad because it is very disappointing and difficult to hear.
It could be worse.
Instead of sitting here at home and crying it out, we are packing up Ben and still going to Miami. It will be a nice change of scenery.
We need time to process it and gather up strength to do it all over again.
Thank you for your prayers.
Lots of love,
Lauren
I wanted you to know that I just prayed for you and Travis. I love you and will continue praying for you both.
ReplyDeleteHaven't stopped thinking about you since you called. We continue to stand and believe God with you. Love you my friend and we're here for you.
ReplyDeleteLauren, this is an incredibly crappy thing to have happen. There is no good way to say it other than that. REALLY SUCKS.
ReplyDeleteHere is the good thing. Most likely the doctor's office will cover the costs. This will only cost you time (and emotions, etc.)
Also, encourage yourself by saying that the child you are going to have would not be here if this mistake had not occurred. That is how I got through repeated cycles (I had two for different reasons.)
Thinking of you.